I am totally regret for what happened these days. You might say I am a total dumbass for keeping that faith. It's not that I put high hope on that person anymore. It's just my soul that wanna keep holding on. It happens when you let go ALL your love towards one person. ALL dude.
I am trying to be Dont-Give-A-Fuck girl that I used to be but sometimes it just doesn't work out that way. such a pathetic bitch.
Especially when I listen to A 1k Years by Christina Perri. You see, she is a tattooed lady which my first impression was "wow she's fierce" yet her song, I mean this song is kinda touched my feelings. argh wadefakk. Anyway yes it feels like "you should give a chance for yourself and that person. the future's not ours to see". Sweet isn't it? blablabla...
Whatever. I'm just saying how ruined my life is. It's been 3 weeks man. I don't see the bright lights anymore. I live like there's no tomorrow, no future. Hopeless. However! I still believe having faith in God is very crucial which give me some strength to keep on living, How I Met Your Mother series make my day, hanging out with friends help me to forget things and going to concerts or gigs burst out my burden. TEEHEE
Don't feel like writing on my blog anymore cause I prefer this font LOL
Then all of a sudden aku jijik dgn jiwa bunga2 aku. harap maklong.
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